So I'm sitting home alone in a dark house, the washer beside me making a racket and a furnace warming my air. Odd, in three days, maybe four I'll be in a new place with new people far away from where I am now. So SO far away. Unimaginably far. Half-a-world-away far.Odd. I don't think it's hit me yet. I'm still living the life I've always lived, with thoughts of school, technology and friendships and then suddenly I remember what's suddenly looming so large above me. It's hard to reconcile those thoughts. I'm excited, so excited, yet not as much as a I feel I should be. I think an emotional overload may come tomorrow evening or as I lie in bed tonight. A half smile is crossing my face as I type.
I will really do my very best to journal and blog while I'm there for those who'd care to follow. I'm still deciding whether I should write in my journal and copy over to the blog or to relay my general feelings and doings here, and keep the journal as collector of more private, personal thoughts. I'm sure it will all work out. I'm getting that feeling- I don't really have to worry, everything will be good. I just have to let it happen.
I have more thoughts I could relate, but don't have the motivation or energy to relate them. So may you all have a beautiful spring break, and goodbye North America- goodbye.
-Yours always, Caleb van der Leek.
I was hoping my name would appear somewhere in the blog…but I like it none the less. Live long and prosper dear Friend. Good luck and have a good trip. If you could bring any candy back that would be great (just asking);) :)
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ReplyDeleteI know your already gone...but I hope you have a memorable experience.
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